Thanks to having a little one I routinely stumble upon these little vignettes played out all around our house.  I never know what I will find.  On this occasion it was a Siamese and Husky having tea with jam and bread.  I decided to snap a quick picture before I stepped over them, offering my apologies, as I was headed upstairs.  We have a half Blue Point Siamese and wolf/husky hybrids who periodically share a meal together … more often than not purloined from my little one when she is not paying attention.  I love coming across whatever she is doing.  She knows she is supposed to put her toys away before bed and generally she is pretty good about it.  I just do not like stepping on a bunch of tiny things barefoot or stumbling over something in the middle of the floor unexpectedly.  And it seems as if it always happens in the middle of the night when I cannot see.  To avoid getting hurt I have taken to using my iPhone as a flashlight and sweeping the floor with it like a detective investigating suspicious activity.  I have found plastic fish with Native American bears, a wolf enjoying pizza with a lamb, baby dolls with their bottles in her shopping cart, rabbits having vegetables with foxes, and rock collections from our koi pond.  I have seen knights conversing with pink dragons in a castle, rainbow colored ponies, and little rubber turtles in a soap dish.  The wolfies will lay down beside wherever our little one is playing and just listen to her.  It is the sweetest thing.  I have overheard her “in church,” “cooking,” “taking a bath,” and “reading” bedtime stories with her toys.  I notice it is a reflection of her own life and the things we do together.  When I was her age I used to line up all my Fisher Price little people on top of our TV console and play with them for hours.  I also remember having a whole plastic set of tiny babies I played with that had cribs which sort of reminded me of the plastic cartons tomatoes used to come in.  The English singer-songwriter Kate Bush said:

“I had an incredibly full life with my imagination:  I used to have all sorts of trolls and things; I had a wonderful world around my toys and invented people.  I don’t mean I had imaginary friends; I just had this big imagination thing going on.  I didn’t need any imaginary friends, because I had so much other stuff going on.”

That is how my childhood was for me and it seems how my little one’s childhood is shaping up to be as well, which makes me happy.  And now, if you will excuse me, I have a date with a curly-haired little girl who is serving afternoon tea with jam and bread.

I realized the other day I have been passing this same fountain since I was a child.  I don’t know why it struck me on this particular evening.  It is wild to think of how much has changed since I was a very little girl.  I can still remember cash registers that would “ching” when they popped open, and riding backwards with no seat belt in the station wagon.  I have very vague memories of 8-track tapes and nurses who wore dresses and pointed hats.  I remember when there were no plastic bags, and television only had three major channels.  Washaterias were prevalent, as were phone booths.  I imagine a time lapse film in front of this fountain, with people wearing polyester in the ’70’s, then big hair in the ’80’s, to grunge in the ’90’s.  The new millennium has ushered in all sorts of change, particularly people with their heads looking down at their cell phones, which can do everything from starting cars to ordering food.  My father was a painter and when I was little there was a paint store around here.  I would often accompany him when he picked up custom mixed buckets of color for people’s homes and also churches.  When I was barely a teenager I had to see a foot doctor that was right at the top of the stairs.  And when I was in my early twenties one of my very best dates was at the restaurant you see in the background, only then it was a small European restaurant.  Now there is a grocery store to the right and so we pass the fountain often.  On this night it was raining and my little one marveled at the raindrops she could see falling in it.  We always find ourselves pausing to appreciate something about it.  In the summer the grackles like to bathe in it, much to our delight.  Times have changed but this fountain has remained.  In Spain I loved seeing these types of fountains, only much more grand, in the town squares.  The great American poet Henry Wadsworth Longfellow wrote, “That which the fountain sends forth returns again to the fountain.”  I wonder what changes this fountain will see as my little one grows.  And I wonder what memories it will carry for her; perhaps buying her school uniforms, picking out Valentines, or eating at our favorite Tex-Mex restaurant.  I just know I look forward to all the times we continue to return to the fountain.

I am sure I have mentioned before how much my mother loved pictures; taking pictures of our family, that is.  I remember we spent a lot of time at the drug store looking at all the photos she’d taken that had been developed.  Yes, it was the dark ages, no pun intended.  Now everyone has digital pics and they rarely get printed.  When I first saw Harry Potter I thought the coolest concept they had was of the moving pictures.  Who would have imagined they are now a reality with film being able to capture a few seconds of movement before and after a picture.  I know I should take more videos, as sound is precious as well, but I find I do not access them nearly as much.  So this picture frame is a great compromise for me.  I can upload whatever pictures I want and can make them appear in order or at random.  This photo is one of my favorites.  It was our wedding anniversary and the first time our baby had gone to the beach.  We had a very nice dinner out and I put her in this smocked outfit which had a captain teddy bear next to a lighthouse with sail boats in the harbor.  It came with this little hat and I thought it was the sweetest thing I’d ever seen.  The fancy restaurant overlooking the ocean let us in with a baby (I’d called beforehand to check) and she was an angel the entire time we were there.  So many feelings, memories, and emotions are tied with this picture.  So every time it comes up I am filled with a nostalgic sense of joy.  As the digital photo album scrolls I literally watch my baby doll go from infancy to a little girl of five.  The American co-founder of Instagram, Kevin Systrom, aptly said:

“Every photo you take communicates something about a moment in time – a brief slice of time of where you were, who you were with, and what you were doing.”

My mother recognized that and thankfully she instilled it in me.  Now I am watching my daughter’s life develop in a series of moving pictures.

Although I wrote my second book on Mozart at age twelve, I have found I equally love Vivaldi.  Contrary to some music critics, I do not believe all his works sound the same.  “The Four Seasons” has long been one of my favorite classical pieces.  It is a group of four violin concerti, each of which gives a musical expression to a season of the year.  We were lucky enough to have stayed in a hotel in Venice where Vivaldi actually taught.  This picture was taken at the resort which has the same name so I suppose that is what triggered my line of thought.  On either side of the entrance at least 50 of these bowls hung seemingly invisibly suspended, all filled with a single beautiful orchid.  They swayed with the breeze coming in and the effect was magical.  If we had room for it (which we don’t) I would love to do this in our home.  While we were there I felt as if we were experiencing a bit of all four seasons at once.  The exquisite flowers reminded me of spring, the big pool outside brought summer to mind, the chilly wind blowing all the bowls made me think of autumn, and they had a big fire burning outside which of course was because it is still winter.  The American three-time Olympic gold medalist in bicycle racing, Kristin Armstrong, said:

“When the seasons shift, even the subtle beginning, the scent of a promised change, I feel something stir inside me.  Hopefulness?  Gratitude?  Openness?  Whatever it is, it’s welcome.”

I have always felt the same way and I look forward to the changing of each of the four seasons.

This is just a fun print that hangs in our laundry room.  I also have a sign above the door that reads, “Drop your pants here.”  But I sort of think of “wash day” differently.  We had an elderly, gentleman friend from church who only bathed on Saturday nights for Sunday.  He was always very neat, tidy and never smelled.  I did not not bathe my baby obsessively and frankly I credit that as to the reason she never got cradle cap.  I do not wash my hair everyday as I believe it strips the natural oils from one’s hair and body.  I really do think people now have an obsessive need to shower at least twice a day.  My husband often complains of dry skin and scalp and I tell him my reasoning but he doesn’t listen.  Of course if one has sweated excessively or smells one should most definitely bathe.  Personally I feel that more than once a day is not only excessive but environmentally irresponsible.  The American President Lyndon B. Johnson once said, “Every man has a right to a Saturday night bath.”  I am not suggesting that we all follow suit with only a once weekly bath; I am simply saying once a day for most is probably enough.  At any rate, my little one’s curls are in knots and she smells like a rusty penny from playing in the park.  So tonight, at our house, it is definitely wash day.

I have not been a professional photographer, but I love lighting.  I love the natural sun’s rays at dusk and dawn; I love the dappled light that falls in a forest, I love the contrast of light and shadow on a desert mountainside, and I love the way the sun and moon reflect their beams off the oceans’ waves.  Our house has a lot of recessed lighting.  I remember when we bought it ten years ago thinking it was so cool that it had dimmer switches.  I freely admit I am among the first to embrace new technology and for at least a year I have been eyeing a home lighting system that does everything from all those recessed lights to sconces and lamps.  They come in both white and colored.  The white is vastly less expensive than the colored.  With all the bulbs not only can you turn them on and off with your phone or voice — you can dim each one individually.  So for instance, Burk prefers a brighter light by his bedside but the harsher glare hurts my eyes.  The white bulbs in our matching lamps look completely different.  His is at 100 percent while mine hovers around half.  The beauty is you can change their individual brightness any time you want right from your phone.  Plus I have created rooms in our house so each one can be turned on or off all at once.  It’s great for when my little one wakes up before dawn but she’s too afraid to go downstairs because it’s still dark.  All I have to do is grope for my phone and turn her two lamps on in the playroom.  At night, I can just hit the whole house and it will go dark or I can select all the rooms individually.  Now, as for the colors — each individual bulb can be made to any precise shade you want and it can still also go from 100 percent brightness down to one.  So for instance, the lights in our den are set to a soothing blue.  The lights where we eat most of our meals are sort of multi-colored to suit our taste.  And this is just one light in the corner of our formal dining room.  Yes, the salt lamp under it is red but the color you see is coming from the top.  Burk joked it looked like the red light district in Paris.  This earned him a glare from me.  The lights are so darn magical!  We have at least two dozen colored lights and over a dozen white ones in either lamps or sconces.  The hubs thinks I’m the cat’s meow for getting them (which I accrued incrementally), putting them in, and programming them.  Our bar is lit in a beautiful dark blue and our master bath is set to “relax” so the lights are soothing but you can still see.  Unfortunately our front porch lights cannot accommodate them but I have just discovered our covered screened-in side porch can.  Our house looks SO COOL!  The American businessman and music publisher Allen Klein said:

“Your attitude is like a box of crayons that color your world.  Constantly color your picture gray, and your picture will always be bleak.  Try adding some bright colors to the picture by including humor, and your picture begins to lighten up.”

Our home now emanates varying shades of pink, red, orange, yellow, purple, blue, and green sprinkled throughout.  You can bet we’re lit.

We have a very special tree in our side yard by our koi pond.  Much like an evergreen, it remains the same year round.  It looks rather sparse now, as it is still supposedly winter, but I always like that nature’s cloak reveals our tree after springtime’s wisteria has bloomed, summer’s jasmine has gone, and autumn has spread her chilled breath across the trees, causing their leaves to fall.  Under my travel section early on I wrote about our first trip which was a cruise up Alaska’s Inside Passage.  One of the towns I had so many incredible pictures from which to choose; we took a helicopter to the basin of a glacier and mushed sled dogs.  We needed a huge, red military Tomcar just to reach the base camp.  The puppies were precious and I simply could not select one photo from our great adventure.  So I opted instead to use a picture I took of all these blue bottles coming out of rods making them resemble flowers.  I remember we saw them on the way back to our ship.  I was so enchanted by them I knew I wanted to do something like that.  I came across the stand in a catalog and set about creating it.  These are not simply colored bottles I picked up to look decorative — each and every one of them has a personal significance to me.  I started with the little bottle on top.  It was given to me on our flight to Paris when the attendant found out we were on our way to our honeymoon.  There is another tiny bottle from the second part of our honeymoon in Venice.  I have beautiful blue ones from Morocco and Quebec.  There is a green one from Spain.  Another is saved from the case of champagne my husband’s aunt got us when we married.  I have an antique one I suspect held milk, several have held water, and the rest I believe were wine.  Of course I have a wolf bottle; our tree could not possibly be complete without it.  The American actress Gene Tierney once said, “Life is a little like a message in a bottle, to be carried by the winds and tides.”  This tree carries with it messages of special memories, important events, and things that just make me happy.  So when, in winter, the vines and branches are bare, we have a magical tree that is revealed in all its many colored splendor … our bottle tree.

Cleaning out some things I came across this picture and I called my little one in to see it.  “Who’s that?”  “It’s ME!” she exclaimed.  “No it’s not,” I said.  Looking at it again, she vehemently pronounced, “It is, TOO!”  “Nope” I said and then I called up the hubs.  “Who’s that?” I queried once again.  “Aw, it’s Maris,” he said.  My little one shot me a triumphant look.  “Nope” I found myself repeating.  Puzzled, they both leaned in closer for another look at the photo.  I could see Burk taking note of the slightly curled edges, the scratches that had somehow gotten on it, and watched him realize then it looked old-fashioned.  “It’s me,” I said as they both looked on in disbelief.  Seeing that my precious baby doll looked EXACTLY like me gave me a connection I had never felt before.  I was used to looking for parts of myself in pictures of my parents.  But now, to see myself in my child is the greatest gift imaginable.  The Indian born business executive and entrepreneur Naveen Jain said:

“I believe our legacy will be defined by the accomplishments and fearless nature by which our daughters and sons take on the global challenges we face.  I also wonder if perhaps the most lasting expression of one’s humility lies in our ability to foster and mentor our children.”

I was very fortunate to always have the unconditional love and support of my parents.  The values they instilled in me are the same that I am working to instill in my daughter.  And so the legacy continues.  Seeing the external is a joy, but sharing the internal is an even greater love.  One day, I hope to be in a closet with my daughter while she asks her daughter, “Who’s that?”